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12 Oct 2013, 8:04 pm

I had the greatest dream last night. I was NORMAL! NO Autism. I could understand people and I belonged and was accepted. I was even asked out on 2 dates for 2 different nights, one by a guy I did not know and another that I did. It felt soooo Amazing to belong and never worry; to be popular and loved wherever I went. And then I woke up and cried because I knew it would NEVER happen. if there was such thing as a God, I would sell my soul to live that life...



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12 Oct 2013, 8:10 pm

I have woken up and cried because after waking up dreams of having a happy family. I want you to know that there is a God. You can pray to him and surrender your life and give your heart to Him, but you can't sell your soul to Him. He will be with you every step of the way if you ask Him into your heart. He has been there for me through AS and other problems in my life. Never give up hope on things. I didn't. (Hug for you)



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12 Oct 2013, 8:39 pm

I had dreams like those when I was 14. I took what I learned from those dreams and applied it to school, and my social skills improved. Odd, I know.



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12 Oct 2013, 10:06 pm

not odd, but I thank you Mindslave.



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12 Oct 2013, 10:07 pm

I thank you Musicgirl.



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12 Oct 2013, 10:25 pm

Chymistry wrote:
I thank you Musicgirl.

You're welcome, Chymistry. :D



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12 Oct 2013, 11:55 pm

Chymistry wrote:
I had the greatest dream last night. I was NORMAL! NO Autism. I could understand people and I belonged and was accepted. I was even asked out on 2 dates for 2 different nights, one by a guy I did not know and another that I did. It felt soooo Amazing to belong and never worry; to be popular and loved wherever I went. And then I woke up and cried because I knew it would NEVER happen. if there was such thing as a God, I would sell my soul to live that life...

i can understand where it is coming from,i myself being bullied and shunned but you dont have to give up just because people are jerks toward you,you are as good as anybody else.
there alot of aspies who have partners and children.

focus on your interests,develope a career,be yourself :D



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13 Oct 2013, 1:18 am

Do you really feel like you are not loved, in your waking life? I wish you didn't have to feel that way. It sounds very painful.

You know, if people don't like you because you're autistic, then that makes them the defective ones. Not you. People who reject others for being different are defective in morality, manners, and general decency. Don't listen to what bigoted people like that think of you.


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13 Oct 2013, 2:25 am

Chymistry wrote:
I had the greatest dream last night. I was NORMAL! NO Autism. I could understand people and I belonged and was accepted. I was even asked out on 2 dates for 2 different nights, one by a guy I did not know and another that I did. It felt soooo Amazing to belong and never worry; to be popular and loved wherever I went. And then I woke up and cried because I knew it would NEVER happen. if there was such thing as a God, I would sell my soul to live that life...


I don't think you where Autism-free in you dream. I think you dreamed about people who where autism friendly. Remember! In reality. we have to adapt to are environment. In are dreams. Our environment adapts to us.



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13 Oct 2013, 2:38 am

I've had a dream like that, too - people liking me and accepting me. I felt I was one of them. I kind of sensed what it'd be like to live as an accepted member of society. I know it would never happen in real life but I don't particularly want that to happen because I'm liking the way I am.



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13 Oct 2013, 12:06 pm

Wait, you think that's a good dream? So you don't want to have autism then? :?:



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13 Oct 2013, 1:04 pm

Plenty of people don't want to have autism, Sedentarian. I'm not one of them, but with the bigotry and bullying and general unfriendliness, is it really so surprising?

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Chymistry wrote:
I had the greatest dream last night. I was NORMAL! NO Autism. I could understand people and I belonged and was accepted. I was even asked out on 2 dates for 2 different nights, one by a guy I did not know and another that I did. It felt soooo Amazing to belong and never worry; to be popular and loved wherever I went. And then I woke up and cried because I knew it would NEVER happen. if there was such thing as a God, I would sell my soul to live that life...


I don't think you where Autism-free in you dream. I think you dreamed about people who where autism friendly. Remember! In reality. we have to adapt to are environment. In are dreams. Our environment adapts to us.
I agree here. I think you were dreaming about acceptance.


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