StarTrekker wrote:
Depends on the party, if it's a few of my friends, no more than six or seven, and we hang out together playing games and stuff, yeah that's fun, a real party with 20-30 guests, many of whom I don't know? Forget it. It's too loud and too bright and the food typically sucks (it's always snacks like cheese, crackers, little vegetables and gross-smelling dips) and I'm always stuck between boredom -- where I just sit there and fester in the noise in a corner by myself -- and anxiety, when a stranger comes up to me and tries to make small talk, only to discover that I don't know how, and we either stand there awkwardly, or I wind up listening to this person's life story while smiling and nodding and looking for the nearest escape. Every time there's a party now, I bring a book and earplugs with me. Did it for my step-brother's graduation party and both my mother and my mother's friend's wedding receptions. I just think parties are dumb, I haven't had a birthday party since I was ten.
Yeah, this is how I feel about parties too. A small group of close friends or family? Sure, that's fine; I might not be super talkative, but I enjoy the company, and the people I'm around know what to expect from me. A larger party--say, a company holiday party or something of those lines? No thank you. I have no clue how to initiate casual conversation, and I rely mostly on the other person to carry the conversation. And I don't know if I have some sort of sensory thing going on, but I sometimes get anxious at parties where it's loud and in a relatively confined space.