Mother of pearl
I took a speech class in order to force myself to be a little more confident. I found out that's not the problem.
If I hear a movement I have to look at where it came from. When I look over in the general direction my face connects with other faces and my thoughts are consumed with finding the noise and interpreting what their faces mean. Then I notice the light and then I realize I don't realize whats coming out of my mouth.
I know the information I could have talked about it for hours, except my brain doesn't seem to work in that setting.
So my question is do you think I should drop the class and maybe take it another time. I'm working with a psychologist, but I'm a work in progress. Or do you think I just have to tough it out because I'm just I giant p****? I've not received any social skills training because I'm still working on being diagnosed in my early 20's.