The main reason I connect so much with ABM is because Nash is very Aspie-like in the beginning of the movie, while he's at Princeton. The scene where Helinger tells him he doesn't qualify for any placement, particularly the quote in my siggy, sums up the frustration and anxiety I feel about furthering my career in academia. Nash's words of, "I can't fail! This is all I am!" echo my feelings exactly. So do the words of: "Find a truly original idea- that's the only way I'll ever distinguish myself, it's the only way I'll ever matter..." I'm a fan of the movie only, though. I really don't have much interest in the REAL John Nash. I like the character in Russell Crowe's portrayal.
And "Saying Goodbye to Those You So Love", song #12 on the soundtrack, is just amazing. The specific way that the music ebbs and flows in intensity, with peaks that almost feel like pulses, along with Charlotte Church's haunting "oohs" at the end... I listen to this song over and over all the time, especially when I'm having a breakdown. The song's ebbing and flowing make me "feel" pressure, so when I'm having a sobbing breakdown, it's the best way I have to release my feelings. It's a tension-release mechanism that I couldn't go long without. And when I'm not upset, the song is so relaxing to me. I go hours listening to it. James Horner did a brilliant job with the soundtrack. It really does "feel" like mental illness.
And my favorite part of the movie is the part in my avatar, which I love due to the scenery and the meaning, not because I relate to it.
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Helinger: Now, what do you see, John?
Nash: Recognition...
Helinger: Well, try seeing accomplishment!
Nash: Is there a difference?