How much of the "go away weirdo" vibe is the disorder, and learned helplessness, and just your complete ignorance in how you should feel in a social atmosphere?
I wonder that somehow, like...is it paranoia, or are they really thinking "go away"?
It's like we need a NT angel on our shoulder that just says, "no, it's ok, sit down, knit a while...observe the conversation"
But then the AS side walks in the room and they look at you like, "holy crap, that chick is weird, and did someone fart?" and you say screw it, i wanna sit down, and then they think "OMG, why", and then you introduce yourself and their like "oh, hi, I'm joana" but you know that they are thinking "...why are you so weird".
So yah, I hate groups of people...and once I get comfortable enough to talk with people, I think they hate me for the most part, because i talk too much about random stuff!