identity crisis

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Who am I now? I used to hate any noise when I was alone. I didn't like TV shows on for background and only liked it on if I was sitting and watching it. That's still true. I used to not like music on for background and rarely wanted to watch TV. That's changing. But the problem is that if I listen to music or watch TV as much as I want to, I pay for it and am emotionally exausted. I don't know what to do or why this is happening. Do I force myself to limit TV and music to keep it quiet? Do I let myself listen or watch TV even though I'm paying for it emotionally? I used to be fine if I limited how much music or TV was on. I probably still would be if I didn't listen. But why do I suddenly want it?

And to make it worse the number of errands I have is increasing and I feel like I never get to be home. Then when I finally am, I want the music on.

I still can't have it on when I'm working on the computer or reading but can when I clean, do nothing, or bake.

Why am I changing this way? Is it just me or has this ever happened to anyone?

Uhura

I can relate to a lot of this, especially the errands issue.
I'm never at home long enough it seems like. Probably because I watch more tv than I used to.
I ended up getting free cable by accident, and now I watch way too much of it.
Mostly the history channel. I'm always changing, and it always disturbs me.

Thanks spacemonkey,

At least there is one other person this happens to. I wonder how many it does happen to.

I have the 'Notify me when a reply is posted' checked but I wasn't notified. I had to come here and check. Why?

Hopefully others will share experiences with themselves changing.

Uhura

Thanks spacemonkey,

At least there is one other person this happens to. I wonder how many it does happen to.

I have the 'Notify me when a reply is posted' checked but I wasn't notified. I had to come here and check. Why?

Hopefully others will share experiences with themselves changing.

Uhura

Thanks spacemonkey,

At least there is one other person this happens to. I wonder how many it does happen to.

I have the 'Notify me when a reply is posted' checked but I wasn't notified. I had to come here and check. Why?

Hopefully others will share experiences with themselves changing.

Uhura

I've been having an identity crisis, here on WP, because I feel that I talk too much about a certian object and that it's starting to annoy the less tolerant members. I've even called myself a Freak of sorts in my favourite thread of the Random Discussion forum.

Sorry, I hadn't meant to triple post.
Uhura

It's all in your head... *wiggles fingers like a mystic*

And no, I don't actually have anything to contribute to this thread. Sorry Uhura! BTW, Triple posting sucks when you don't mean it to (imagine what could've happened if it were a REALLY long post!)