Adamantium wrote:
Anomiel wrote:
AnniPierrot wrote:
I feel the same.
Life is just less exciting for me.
In physics when we study some kind of phenomenon or do an experiment, people go "Omg that's so amazing! So cool!"
And I'm at the back of the class thinking "Plebs. What's so amazing about it? It's expected, nothing out of the blue."
Yea, I'm a killjoy

That doesn't need to happen just because you know a lot

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VSG9q_YKZLI[/youtube]
Thanks for posting this.
I feel like Feynman is some kind of brother in an emotional way. I keep finding interviews with him that express thoughts and feelings that I have.
When I was a child I was often bored because I was always feeling put upon by people--eventually I realized that my imagination was always free and I could go where I wanted in it. Combining this with a deep pleasure in the patterned nature of reality as discoverable through careful observation plus mathematics, and I found I was never bored again. Realizing that contemplating the aesthetic qualities of those patterns often induced a combination of awe and delight, I dwell on those things whenever I need cheering up--unless I am in one of those anxiety states that run away with me.
Max Tegmark is another reliable source of wonderful ideas. I am also still a fan of Carl Sagan.
Naturally, I enjoyed those "symphony of science" autotuned mash ups.
I feel some kind of kinship with Feynman too (and I'm practically in love with Carl Sagan's mind), even though I am not a mathematician. I have both of his autobiographical "memoirs" (he said they weren't memoirs

) and that just solidified that feeling. I haven't read as much by him as I want to, as I have temporarily lost my ability to focus due to my routines getting disrupted and
a lot of new stressors. It's like a very long meltdown.
Escapism is rewarding on so many levels, especially with science as there is inherent value while being mentally stimulating as well. I know what you mean, I did the same from a young age.
I hadn't heard about Max Tegmark, but if you mention him with those dignities I will have to check him out. Can you recommend a good starting point?
Yes, those autotunes are so brilliant and thanks to you I've spent some much needed time listening to them today again
Posting this here as their enthusiasm is infectious:
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Cd36WJ79z4[/youtube]
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGK84Poeynk[/youtube]