moments of blankness

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I have looked around but maybe i am not sure how to express what it is that has been going on cor a few montbs. I feel very gray. Like fhere is a lot in my head until i annot seem to express it. I cant draw which is my main interest because of thiz thick blank thought process. Over all i feel terrible and i cannot.find a logical cause. I mean i am not sad or angry but neitber am i happy. My gf called me.hateful a.few.days ago because of.the way i responded to her. I just had neitber positive nor.negative thoughs on the subject. I am having few inclinatons in general other than a developing interest in neurotixins, specifically from arrow-head frogs.

I am not sure if this is a normal autism related emotional.shut down or what. What is weirder is that usually i am a very chatty person but talking has lost a greaf deal of appeal especially out loud so that when i do speak people think i am angry nonchalnt or pedantic.

Anyone got any thoughts on this?

Whtas worse my fam thinks me.coming here is unhealthy and have blocmed.the site on our wifi (that and that the site has viruses) so i can only access this site on my phone when i have service or when i use anotber network.

Pardon all the errors this phone is hard to type with and my post made me want to cringe.

we all have our moments. but what you described reminded me of my own dysthymia a few years back, eminently treatable.

It sounds like you're clinically depressed.

I thought of depression but i am not sad or feel hopeless. Its more like emotionless.

sad+blah=dysthymia.