I'm tired so this may not be the best post ever written. But I do want to go on record as saying this: don't let a doctor push an SSRI like Paxil on you because you are feeling down or stressed. I made the mistake of telling my regular medical doctor that I was feeling stressed, anxious and depressed. I don't even think this requires going into the hows and whys; life's a b***h for all of us at some point. When the doctor suggested Paxil I was really taken aback. Not only at the mere suggestion of it, but the fact that he really pushed it on me. He told me "You'll feel tired and may experience some side effects, but just give it a chance, you're body will adjust". Well, I don't feel I ever did "adjust". I decided to give it a chance because I thought it might really help me to be calmer, happier, etc...all that things we feel we have the right to be as human beings! Well, it was a big mistake. I won't even go into the long sordid detail as to the many side effects it had for me. The main reason I wanted off it is not only was I very tired all the time, I also started feeling more depressed! How can this be? I don't know, but it does say on the description that during the first month you may have suicidal tendencies! Nice huh? Well I took it longer than that because of supposedly "adjusting" and all I did was get worse.
So ok I decide to stop. Simple right? You don't like a drug you stop taking it. Wrong. The withdrawals have been something out of hell. And I only took it short of 2 months, probably a month and a half, at a low dose no less!. Now all of the sudden I have these severe electrical shocks going through my body...apparently this is because it affects the central nervous system. My skin started to break out in hives and itch. I have the most terrible nightmares imaginable, to the point I dread going to bed because I know since I'm still experiencing the electrical shocks, the nightmares will also continue. I have severe headaches. I can't eat without experiencing terrible nausea. I can't hear anything on tv or on the radio without tearing up, because my emotional state is now trying to "adjust" all over again. It's all shocking to me because I thought with SSRI's, you could take them for a while to get through a tough time and then when you feel better you can simply stop and go on with life. This shows how little I know, and sadly, from reading the many many other accounts on the internet, tv, etc., it shows how little doctors themselves know, and their patients who are now addicted to something that they may never get off of. And I'm not exaggerating.
Now, that said, I hate to come on a website and start preaching to people that may already be on it to stop because I don't know everyone's situation (if anyone reading this does take it). It may actually help some people, as hard as that is for me to believe I'm sure it is the truth. But after experiencing this, and doing some internet research and reading the horrible stories of people who battle withdrawals for literally months...I am not for this drug. Period. It is bad news.
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