shyengineer wrote:
I smoke when I'm anxious. The buzz helps to shake out the anxiety. I don't know if a regular dose of nicotine would help, because I need the action, isolation and buzz that comes from actually smoking. I have thought about electronic cigarettes because those are basically mini vaporisers - no tar or anything.
I am debating smoking, I found a roll your own place thats $2 per pack or I have research growing my own tobacco.
But I quit because it was effecting my breathing. Plus Nowadays nobody likes smokers and I'll get the why do smoke... lecture 30 times a day.
I have been treated with hypnosis to make me forget childhood abuse, It worked great.
Of course remembering was an adventure. Maybe I can be hypnotized to not mind that people can not retain a single thing I teach them.