I wouldn't say my job is torturous. I think being on unemployment benefit was more torturous because they expected you to be looking for job all day every day in lots of forms, including going round with a CV and handing them in shops or offices or whatever sort of employment you was aiming for, and I sometimes found it very daunting. I did try to avoid all that, by using the internet to look for jobs or sending CVs off through email or post, but sometimes it was hard to apply online and very time-consuming, and so I had to go out and manually hand out CVs/ask for applications myself. Plus I needed the fresh air and exercise because of depression.
I have a job now, and it is only part-time. It is just cleaning at a nursing home. It is not hard, and when I first started I picked it up within less than 2 days. I am an Aspie but I don't need everything explained to me in every detail in order to pick it up. I just like people to get to the point and I can learn much quicker, and if I do have questions, I'll just ask. Anyway, I've been in my job now roughly about 16 months - and I must admit it did take me about a year to actually know if I really liked it or not. I remember about 7 or 8 months after I started, I still felt apprehensive and still couldn't figure out if I liked it or not. Now I feel like I fit in more and can converse better than I did before, although it did take me about a year to fit in. That might be because I was unemployed for a few years and was getting nowhere. I know I did voluntary work whilst unemployed, which was good.
Although my job is not all that bad, and the people there are nice and understanding to me, I still prefer to stick to part-time while I can afford it. But I suppose most people feel like that, unless they are money-mad workaholics.
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