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I lose my mind when I get stressed. I say strange things that not even I understand. This trips me up and leaves people with an inaccurate view of who I am.

I do the same thing.

I'm in medical school and I do that. I think this means I'm screwed

I make weird sounds and say stuff that sounds like gibberish

When very stressed or angry, I seem to get some sort of "language hiccup", I'll just hang up at one word and stutter a bit and then just get stuck and forget what I wanted to say.

Depending on the type of stress. If i am stressing or anxious about a situation i know i can not escape i have no real coping mechanism that works, infarct my behaviour is cyclic and it escalates my stress. I do say things that make me seem like a delusional, misanthropic, nihilistic, paranoid, psychopath who thinks the higher echelons of society are all conspiring against me and deserve to be annihilated due to their sheer lack of humanity and morality etc... I also sometimes growl like a angry dog at people, especially if the situation involves figures of authority. It's quite embarrassing looking back at some of my outbursts.

[u. I was embarrassed. Still am but I know intellectually that this sort of thing is part of the package. Non sequitur woman!! !! I just finished selling a car that I had really loved, only thing that I really got from a family that ostracizes me, I had put much more money into it than it's worth. I was filled with regret and resignation. I was selling it for less than it's worth, much less. I said. Isn't this romantic? ( what???) And the shame of saying that added to it. I was barely functioning. I left that other woman thinking I was making a pass at her. She lives in the same small town. Great.