cberg wrote:
On the contrary, in my experiences, although some of it may linger from my youth, PTSD is a
very effective means of processing traumatic experiences. So much so that I no longer believe it's a disorder. Quite simply, I'm still alive and if that freaks me out, well, so be it.
LINKIt kept me locked up in my house for two years. I still think people will kill me.
It's very dangerous for you to say it's not a disorder.
It's not effective at all. It just makes me scared of things that aren't happening anymore. It makes me want to take out people who I think could be dangerous.
Traumatic experiences can also trigger more mental illness, like bipolar.
In fact, it's a broken coping mechanism.
Most disorders usually are disorders despite what people may say.
PTSD has completely broken me, made my anxiety much harder to control and has put more barriers up for me in life.
I recall you don't have a very visual style of thinking. I'm the opposite. I have a very visual style; memories come to me like film reels. This probably makes the cause of my PTSD a much more visual and tangible experience. I have a accurate memory of voices.
Anyway, I'm not doing that bad these days. I can go out again and have to fight through the fear whenever it triggers.
Tl;dr. I am quite aware of my own thoughts thank you. I hope you'll learn to appreciate your own resilience. To see something is to process it, it is far more dangerous to make assertions about what others have seen.
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