I was reading little bit about conscription and there was written that people who got behavior and adaption issues, are released from conscription before everyone else is.
Life there is much more difficult than I have used to. Also my behavior issues are very very bad when someone breaks my made rules or things that I am used to. I am not able to do many things when there are other people. For example, there are (very high change) all people that I do not know, if it happens, I do not talk to them, maybe max 10 sentences in 8 or 11 months. I fear that I might lose ability to speak at all if I do not speak anything in 8 or 11 months. I get fear when there are unknown people, quite often I fear other people that are taller and/or stronger than me, even when they are walking past me. When environment is changed, I feel fear, but I am not sure that do I have adaption problem. First big change I know that will come is that 10th grade will have a lot of new people.
I remember that when I went to playschool, I was crying for hours there at first. Then I did not really talk with other kids for years, maybe 1-2 people, sometimes, I mostly spent my time sitting in one place and sometimes talking with teacher. In school, when whole class was moved from one house to another, I stood near people that I knew, I had really no fear, just building was different. Before school house change, I had few nightmares about that.
How do I know that I might have adaption problems?
03 Jul 2014, 10:02 am
