During my childhood I have always been seen as the "happy" child, the one that is utterly nice and whom never dares to hurt a insect. But in my entire childhood I really never was happy, I was just shy and I respected other people. Also my emotions were quite shallow, I never cared for others because of my incapability (weak emotions).
I also had very few friends whom I parcipitated in activities, like riding bikes. Not communicating, unless playing games and I was bad at communicating (prolly shyness and not sure what to say), but otherwise I THINK that I did get social cues, at least a few of them of the many forms.
During my teenage years, for some reason I started to get sensory issues. Not sure how. It feels as if I suddenly got Autism, or that it never was "activated". Stimming was also something I got now, I discovered a way of relaxing my for example walking in circles and making rapid movements with my foot/leg.
So what do you think? Is the probability low? Not asking on whether I am Autistic or not, just need opinions so that I can leave this all together as it bothers me. I'm also getting help from a psychologist, but it's quite slow.