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Mightyaphrodite has been accusing me of things which he/she did not clearly specify, without being sure if I was the person who did those things.
I am thinking that mightyaphrodite had a good reason to think/feel that way.
And I really appreciate the members that were supportive of me.

But I think I really need to retreat here. I'm just not emotionally strong enough to keep coming to this forum after what has been said and done.

I think this is a wonderful forum, and from my point of view, it is unfortunate that this has happened to me.

But tonight's experience has been very stressful...stressful to the point I feel a tight knot in my chest and throat, and all of my back has tensed up and my ears are ringing and my hands are shaking and my spirit is frozen.
I felt paralyzed, and as I calmed down while working on my homework I was able to cry a little and let things go a little.
I am working on my low self-esteem, and I'm trying to be positive, and I'm glad that somehow I didn't run away and stood up for myself while the accusation was being made. But now, I feel that I need to retreat.

OK, now mightyaphrodite, if your intention was to kick me out of this forum, congratulations.
If you intended to hurt/scare/make me cry, well your intention is well achieved and I'll leave that to God, as I do not have the power to judge.
If you were trully thinking I was the person that you thought I was, I hope that now you learned to be careful before you jump to conclusions because it can really hurt somebody, really badly.


Anyway, I thank everybody here. It was for a short period of time, but it was very nice to be here and to have known you guys...I wish the best luck for all of you.

I do hope that, when you feel better and have cleared up, that you will be able to come back. You can always PM me or any other WP members if need be.

Look up untill know I wasn't even sure if you were female - I mean the posts were all over the place , accusatios about being male - accusations to whom I dunno --forget it! -most people didn't read anything (Like me as you can tell, because I have no idea what's what) --So if you are somehow embarasesd and scared that , now forum typologists will treat you differently -- I doubt it - I didn't even knoe who was who --- besides ,most people won't read the posts, so their will always be some-one to intereact with.

Like me. ....scratching your back, and hoping that your purrring.

You'll be welcome here if you change your mind.

I am sad.....I like you. Of course, I understand what it is to be hurt. I have not been hurt in this manner, but pain = pain, no matter the source. When you feel better, I hope you come back. I seem to collect wounds. I am mentally sending you a bouquet of Alaskan wildflowers - do you have a favorite color? Be well.

and i liked you...oh, well it's your life. do with it what you will.

You shouldn't let someone who is harasasing you scare you away. I read that thread and mightyaphrodite was clearly unbalanced. Even if they believed those things, the fact that they did that in such a weird and threatening fashion shows that they were just trying to be mean.

To err is human, if that is all you can see, the failings of one, it will drive you away from all of us who gained because of your presence. Please do not share your loss with us, abandon us, for then evil wins a lot more. Stay, watch, speak not if it makes you comfortable, and you will see, time wounds all heels.

If you are too aspie to get that, let them cross swords with me, I like to step on bugs. The Crunch is coming.

I do not know you but I hope that you stay. It is clear that you like this place and it means something to you, do not let someone take that away from you.

Who ever did that is just one person, this place is full of people unlike the one you tangled with.

We spend lifetimes feeling alone and different, you deserve to be here and have this place to come to, it is your right... I really hope you see that and do not let someone take that from you.

sorry, i was bit tired when i wrote that.

remember what i told you? don't some let random person who barely knows you get you down.

You know what...you guys are right...I shouldn't let this incident put me down...I should emerge stronger and more mature...Thank you so much everybody!

Sunnycat,

Glad to see you back. Is the cat in the avatar your cat? I used to have a Turkish Angora that was all white with a blue eye and a yellow eye. Every time I see your avatar I smile and think about him.