Just need to clear my head a little.

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I just heard from my mother what happened last Christmas. Apparently I was up all night and slept all day, were on my computer all the time, didn't come downstairs, barely spoke and got mad at them for the slightest little things and whatever I said made no sense whatsoever. Apparently it got so bad they thought of sending me to a psychiatric hospital or something like that.

I can't even begin to describe how ashamed I was when she told this. I have no recollection of anything that extreme, though I remember serious fatique and yelling at my family. The best possible answer I can come up with is some special interest I was fixated on at the time but can't seem to remember, and moderate depression that my family is still blissfully unaware of ( it isn't as bad as it was then though). However as convenient as it would be I don't think it would be fair to blame my behavior on those factors.

There isn't exactly a point to this post. I just needed to clear my head and maybe deal with the shame. It would be nice to know how normal or unnormal this sort of behavior is to other people in here as well. I feel scared just thinking about it. Maybe I was insane.

It's good to clear your head sometimes. Any future plans?

It is. I'm sort of ashamed for posting this particular one though. If by future plans you mean future plans in general, studying and getting into a good university.

Even if you get into a BAD university....better than none at all (as long as it's accredtted, and is allowed to grant degrees).