Corp900 wrote:
I dont know why my minds all F*cked up, it has all of the aspie traits tho, ocd, social anxiety, poor memory, thoughtlessness, inhibition, lack of emotion, eye contact, obsession,
I hate myself and life and you should to.
I pretty much hate MY life.....but life itself is magnificent in anything approaching it's ideal state. That's what i'll be aiming at for my remaining years on this earth. What is the alternative in any case?
Eternal nothingness?....I can wait. Might as well extract everything good thing I can out of this existence. I know it's hard to get any satisfaction out of it all...but at least it's not impossible. If you just give up....you're guaranteed no satisfaction and no unsatisfaction....you're just guaranteed oblivion and again....i've got all eternity to "enjoy" oblivion.