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26 May 2005, 10:27 pm
1)...The Question?
"What goes through your mind in sullen,
emotional overload days or moods?"
2)...Statements by Ghosthunter
To start this train of thought I recall the
kid in "Curious Incident". What you see
is a stare, look, or perhaps odd or
eerie expression. To explain your thoughts
you would be considered a madman or
things as such because to the logical NT
mind there is no rhyme nor reason to
the train of events that equate the thoughts
patterns that go through your head.
PHYSICAL OUTWARD EXPRESSIONS:
Past Tense-Pre..autism outing wrote:
1)...I bow to people
2)...I express in "I'm Sorry Tones" and
people shunning me made this worse.
3)...It was explained to me later that
my current employer(Quizno's) owner
would not have hired me due to my
weirdness to express outwardly.
4)...I flailed and scared people with
my outward stares, zoning and obvious
shifts.
Present Tense-Post..autism outing wrote:
1)...I tested my WrongPlanet gains in Reno.
2)...I gave just the scarry stare and it doesn't
go away, even as I cashier, type this memo,
ect...
3)...I refrain from talking and that causes undo
stress in my coping skills. Damn if I do, Damn
if I don't.
4)...I no longer physically smile, I will express
in words, but not facial expressions, or damn if
I do and damn if I don't.
These are the physical symptoms of sulliness and
the Infinite thought.
THE INWARD EXPRESSIONS:
Past and Present wrote:
This part hasn't changed. The writing are the same.
The expressions in humor, and serious thoughts
hasn't changed.
But I am reminded of a more advanced version
of Christopher. I no show feeling, I stare at
you and think infinite thoughts that can help,
maybe inspire you I-Physically, or Physically
existing speaking. I see the things you do,
the things you say, and the colors and
conversations you have and don't know how
to interact. I am a strange creature in the
infinite expression and the infinite silence of
the physical mouth, but NOT in thought.
The expressions in humor, and serious thoughts
hasn't changed.
But I am reminded of a more advanced version
of Christopher. I no show feeling, I stare at
you and think infinite thoughts that can help,
maybe inspire you I-Physically, or Physically
existing speaking. I see the things you do,
the things you say, and the colors and
conversations you have and don't know how
to interact. I am a strange creature in the
infinite expression and the infinite silence of
the physical mouth, but NOT in thought.
I really don't know what to say other than the
infinite thoughts go to you at WrongPlanet.
I don't know how to convey them, be they
helpful, not helpful, constructive, not constructive,
harmful, not harmful, ect.... or the polar opposites
that thoughts are constitutive of.
Hmmmmm? Sulliness and the Infinite thought,
even in silence I scare. More now since you
don't know what I am thinking by looking at me.
So laugh, cry, and be happy. What are these
I have no one I-Physically to do this with.
Sorry for the dramatics, I express how I feel,
and this infinite thought and sulliness is always
with me.
3)...The Question Repeated!
"What goes through your mind in sullen,
emotional overload days or moods?"
27 May 2005, 1:22 am
27 May 2005, 1:56 am
27 May 2005, 7:20 am
27 May 2005, 10:57 am
27 May 2005, 11:24 am
28 May 2005, 1:23 pm
28 May 2005, 3:29 pm
