Am I going to die alone?

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It's been eight years now since I started to live alone... to be in company but an intermission of seven months...

It's just ironic that overall people seem to agree that being in company is what life is about... if it is, then have I no life? Well, yes, as per geeky definitions...

I just felt so complete with one other person... probably never again...

We can never tell how we'll die. Even people with what look like very successful lives can die alone and unhappy while people who seem to be utter outcasts die happy and loved.

As long as we have breath, we have hope, right?

That's the common fear amongst any person that lacks friend's in the world. Unless you're living on death row and have an execution date set. Just like kamiyu910 said, We will never know how or when we will die.

Didn't you see Donnie Darko?!

Grandma Death: Every living creature on earth dies alone.

Says it all, really!

Yes... that grandma is goddamn haunting. I can just imagine myself a century old checking my inbox... only to find spam. Or, perhaps, that's current.

You'll find a soulmate when you least expect it. You've found one before !

Why does we switch places....take my wife. Please!

I simply cant picture in my head an even semi-attractive girl ever accepting a guy with autism, no matter what the other circumstances are.
It just doesnt fit, in my head at least.
So I have accepted that I will always be alone.
It isn't something I can just accept though, I don't think I'll last much longer like this.

If you think autism is a problem try being non-heterosexual... if I was really desperate over the years I had some drunk girls just shouting some nonsense while I was passing by that I could have possibly bedded if I wanted... to find a twink, though... not even any escorts where I live. Really annoying...

I think you're being too negative. There are quite a number of married folk here on WP that I can think of. Long standing marriages / relationships too.

In my own case once I accepted that I wasn't into girls I didn't find it difficult to meet guys despite my Aspie tendencies. I've now been in a very happy relationship of 18 years. He's probably on the spectrum as well, but we are soul mates despite having differing talents and characteristics. But he also doesn't like loud parties, needless socializing, "in" stuff and many other things; never gives up on a problem solving solution and prefers animals, especially dogs, and technology to most humans.

You never know when you may find someone that complements you perfectly and loves you for who you are despite any faults, as in my own experience.