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Meanwhile , I am on the countdown to death .
Really , with no help for my leg/wound/balance , maybe death is - 15 ??? - months away non-helped .
People say " stay safe " but I need HELP ! !! !!
If I got an " extra month " loan of money - which I would pay back , month by month
I could try to improve my position here or go somewhere else - PLEASE ! !! !! !! !! !!

...I at least say that , if my wounds turn into a completly infected foot , then body
(And , remember , the medicals here WON'T EVEN BANDAGE MY OPEN-WOUNDED TOE " until I've had an appointment " , putting it WEEKS in advance )
and the Hospital-Industrial Complex decided to " help " me then , put me , amputated , in a crappy nursing home with nothing , when such a fate could have been headed off before (Like , now .) but the H-IC refused to do so , and no other help was forthcoming , and full infection happened:( ...Maybe I'd just reject it , look to lie in the grass and read comic books a few more times (I'm literally crying now ) and be found dead one morning...That wouldn't be " Hell-punished suicide " , just refusing it and let someone else who had more to live for have the lifeboat seat ?
I have NOTHING .
And my body is fully catching up with me .
I could have had a life ...........

...It was an article about a Michael Bernick , the father of an autistic son , and his about " job prospects for adult AS " , in San Jose's Mercury News .

...To-day , again , my slight slice of SSDI came inI yet again bought underwear (I guess my Aspie G-I problems ???????) , again early on tuesday at the SC CVS for like $10.99 for 3 shorts rather than $9.99 for 7?? of another brand at the Watsonville K-Mart because I wanted it NOW (then) then ended up taking the bus to WV later on anyway to get out of the rain & sit down...I had found I'd lost my #2 glasses then demoted my #1 glasses to #2 then had to get new #1 glasses at CVS again...I have another " serious " court date/summons for late June now (details later) and a cop , then , at least tried/invoked this " immediate stay-away order for (Main street) Pacific Avenue " thing on me , without even paperwork and I got another " go tojail " thread from someone seeing me sleeping at a place near the river and the Warriors small arena where the Project Homeless connect was...My tim'es running out at least this is (I hope ) relatively cogent just yet-Really , I MAY have to get put in jail BECAUSE , in part , of this stay-away order , both to move things along and sort of explore this (I certainly think legally dubous) " instant stay-away order " thing ! !! !! !! !! !!