The combination of only allowing myself two cups of tea a day (as opposed to coffee or cola), coming off mirtazapine, taking extra olanzapine if needed, and using prochlorperazine and clonazepam from time to time is beginning to work.
I also have been reading about Stoicism. It intruiges me. My dad is a Stoic and I think I will adopt this philosophy. It works for him.
Today was meltdown-free and emotion-minimal, with no effort to do so. I just didn't have anxiety or much emotion.
Thank you for your support.
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I am a partially verbal classic autistic. I am a pharmacology student with full time support.