B19 wrote:
You can buy them online very easily from reputable companies. I found reliable suppliers after a couple of minutes googling in the past and the service/delivery/quality of product were all good.
I'm actually been around the block buying benzo's online, mainly etizolam which helped me immensely. I'm really trying to avoid going that route if possible. I know it's kind of a grey area with the RC benzos, but I would really prefer to just obtain a legal prescription so I don't have feel as though I'm breaking the law ( which just increases my anxiety, obviously). I feel like I'm in a weird position because if the doctors aren't willing to help I feel like my only choice is to go about it in an illegal fashion.
I've done jail time and it was absolutely the hardest thing I've ever had to handle in my life, almost traumatic. So I'm really trying to avoid the possibility of that happening again.