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28 Dec 2016, 5:19 am

Because my family has no patiences i talk about my self its so frustrating for me and others and now i dont care about my family they are stupid i just want to disappear away my from family and i hate my self soo much just want to die and no likes me or loves me becuase they dont have patience with me or anything that i just want loosing interest with people right now im very anxious right now thinking about it or do u want me die?


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28 Dec 2016, 9:18 am

You're just pissed off at things.

What happened that made you angry?

Nobody wants you to die---trust me.



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28 Dec 2016, 1:51 pm

First off, no one wants you to die. We humans use our own experiences to relate to others. It may be very difficult for them to imagine your reality as its foreign. This is why we don't feel like we belong. All you can do is keep practicing patience and don't give up. Love them unconditionally, come here when you need someone to relate to and console you.


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28 Dec 2016, 2:22 pm

You're an amazing, high-powered prototype human being, able to process all the beautiful data that surrounds us in a way that neurotypicals can't.

Relax and breathe. You're in control of this. Find useful documentation to show your parents. Consider how best to gently get them to see it without pushing their buttons. Help them.

Nobody in the world wants you to die. And if anyone did, it'd be an additional damned good reason not to.


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Deinonychus
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28 Dec 2016, 7:53 pm

blackicmenace wrote:
First off, no one wants you to die. We humans use our own experiences to relate to others. It may be very difficult for them to imagine your reality as its foreign. This is why we don't feel like we belong. All you can do is keep practicing patience and don't give up. Love them unconditionally, come here when you need someone to relate to and console you.

Thank you for your advice i will try to do better in the future i find it very hard to accept people disagree with me with critism any time


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Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 142 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 87 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)

Diagnosis Asperger's Syndrome back in 2005
also have Anxiety Disorder, OCD

Severe to Profound on my left ear and have cochlear implant on Right ear i'm Deaf


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28 Dec 2016, 8:37 pm

Well anyways, I like you.



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28 Dec 2016, 8:59 pm

I recommend that you go to see a good doctor and ask for anti-depressants to start with.
It also sounds like you could benefit from CBT to improve on your self image, not to mention other aspects of your
life that are upsetting you.
Hope that helps. Hope you feel better soon.

Oh, by the well, tibetan meditation can also be very good for self confidence, cultivating love for yourself and others, and for improving depression and anxiety.
if you like all that mystical stuff.