InsomniaGrl wrote:
JakeASD wrote:
I have always wanted to try ritalin but it's extremely difficult to acquire in England. My doctor always looks at me in sheer horror whenever I enquire about a ritalin prescription.
Whats the attraction of it for you?
Although I haven't been formally diagnosed with a learning disability (HFA is my only diagnosis, which is a learning difficulty/difference), I do believe I may have dyslexia or ADD, too. Thus, I am always looking for treatments which can improve concentration and memory.
I have experimented with a whole plethora of supplements, which have included well-documented "brain foods" such as fish oils, 5-HTP & nootropics. But I would be lying if I said any of those had any great impact on my brain's functioning. However, working out and eating right for a period of 6 months last year did seem to improve my mood and I found I was thinking more clearly, too. But that regime became obsessive - bordering on complete egomania - and predictably I couldn't sustain the health + fitness lifestyle, and the derailment caused all kinds of emotional mayhem for me. I was behaving much like Patrick Bateman does in
American Psycho. My entire existence centered around my physical appearance, which upon reflection, was an extremely shallow pursuit of mine. And now I am rambling inanely....
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