As you can tell I'm embarrassed about exploring Judaism. I can secretly read about it all I want. Eventually I want to visit an actual synagogue and talk to a rabbi. Right now I'm scared I'll bump into my ex boyfriend's family. I don't know if they even go that often. I might be moving to another city, so I could explore Judaism over there to avoid any people I know. What I want from this is for this interest to be resolved. I'll either want to explore Judaism some more or I'll get bored of it and move on.
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Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 82 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 124 of 200
You are very likely neurotypical