Got diagnosed with ASD, mother wont talk too me.

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Told her, and haven't been talked too since and if so it's minimal. What should I do? Why is she treating me this way...?

It is not your fault you have ASD.
It sounds like your mother is in denial and has not accepted that you have ASD.

Sometimes the prevailing stigma has a big impact, it sounds to me like you are experiencing this now.

Your mum is probably carrying around a lot of ideas that will turn out be wrong, upon learning and reflection, assuming she gets that far.

First build up your own confidence and self-understanding. Consume from the good sources of information, and see if she comes around given that space.

Before you get too far along on your own learning journey, try to bring her along and close the knowledge gap. She may struggle to catch up if the gap gets too wide. It might be good to call on help from anyone else she knows/respects who is on the spectrum.

There may be questions of genetics, that's very risky to delve into right now, just steer clear of it.

Finally, recognize you can't dictate to anyone what sort of person they will be, and likewise noone should dictate to you. If she won't come around, don't let her hold you back.

She is clearly troubled. Any parent who has the awareness and resources, would help their child or at least communicate their concerns. Too many are lacking these. I hope she is digesting this herself as best she can, finds support for herself and then can support you. If not, well, I hope you have other supports in place and can realize it's not you, it's her.

Referring to the airplane pitch: If she can't put on her own oxygen mask, she can't very well help you while she's suffocating.

It's ironic that the parent who emotionally abused me was my ASD parent (who had been abused in her childhood). She could not regulate her own emotions, so insisted that I suppress all negativity, rather than helping me regulate my own emotions or help me find resources. She said everything was in my head and completely within my control ---- wrong! She was incapable of comfort. So opted for denial (as OP suggested). If we don't acknowledge it, it will go away. Sure, and show up as depression, anxiety, or illness - Thanks a lot. I acknowledge that it was the best she could do. She cannot acknowledge that it was awful for me. On the other hand, I am able to do this for my children (acknowledge my mistakes, acknowledge my strengths and weaknesses, acknowledge the positive or negative impact on them). Ironically just last night my daughter said "you're not listening to me!! !!" when I wasn't responded to her during her crisis. I apologized and explained what was going on for me. I was having difficulties regulating so I was trying to fix something to "make it stop" but it wasn't getting fixed and the idea of comforting her any other way than fixing hadn't occur to me.

So perhaps your mom doesn't know what to "fix" this and is at a loss. Is this typical for her, or unusual? If unusual, I hope she's through it soon. If typical, BTDT and I'm sorry.

It takes a long time for people to process information like that, perhaps a few months minimum. Unless your mom is someone who has always known that she is different and has come to accept that fact.

Maybe she's too preoccupied with processing her own thoughts and feelings to talk to you. Maybe she's not deliberately avoiding you.