Ready to go to the dark side

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I'm think I'm done with civilization. It does not benefit me. I want to be a thief and a murderer. That is what is valued, that is how you survive.
Technology, internet, media ... it's not enough. I'm ready to start eating the living the way they eat me.

I would do the same but don't want to end up in prison

I've only just realised that the thoughts in my head are squatters.
They're not permanent residents.
I'm quite within my rights to ask them to leave.
Maybe even sink the boot in on their way out.

I want them to stay. I think they're on my side.

If you want to break the law just do drugs, as CKhermit said you don't want to end up in Prison. Just chill on some weed and odds are you won't get caught. If you do at least you won't go to prison for several decades. I think weed is legal in some parts of Canada isn't it?

If I had the money I would live in a underground bunker in Antarctica with all you can smoke pot plants with a satellite connection to the internet. I don't need people, I need a self significant off the grind hide out in a location no one would look.

Androbot, what's going on with you? I thought you were settling in ok. Trouble?

It won't benefit you. It might force you to live in the streets.

Your good side is a real turn-on to me.

I like your good side. It shows what a Sweet Pea you are.

That's one of the most profoundly accurate things I've ever read.
It's never occurred to me, yet it seems so obvious now that I see the words.

Not yet, but Trudeau won with a mandate to legalize for recreational. Hopefully that will happen soon.


I'm failing to connect with my roommate and am tired of this awkward sharing space experience. And dcj123 hit the nail on the head. I am out of money and my dealer won't front me anything. I am so sick of my dependence on substances, not just marijuana, but all the prescriptions I take. All that and still I don't fit in. I'm just tired of the fight. To be honest, I'm not sure who I would murder anyway and I'd make a lousy thief. I think I've been watching too much of The Walking Dead.


I know.


Thanks Rebel. My good side has already resurfaced. I just get so sick of this outsider feeling.

I've been to the Dark Side in 2007. I've transferred to the Good Side in 2009. I've made my way to the Realistic Side in 2016.

It's nice to see you back to your old Sweet Pea self.

There was a point in my teens when I felt no matter what I do, it will never get me anywhere because I am still unpopular and still am not normal and I have tried to change my behavior for years by reading about social skills and reading about other things like what is show off so I can see from another perspective and learn what not to do that would make me come off as a show off and always looking at what is rude behavior and not do that, all these changes I have done to myself to be a better person so I am more liked and have more respect and I felt gypped so I went bad for a while in my teens. I didn't commit any crimes, I just wasn't as nice anymore as I was and I was disrespectful to my family because I just didn't care and I didn't care how I came off to other kids. But I realize I was happier when I was the new person and it doesn't matter what I didn't get, it only matters how I felt about myself as a person. I liked myself better. I have given up on friends and people.

I just cooked a batch of dark chocolate brownies.
Not only will I eat all of it, but I'm not going to gain an ounce!

I'm just getting to that point in my life. I have to accept that it's okay not to be the social person I expect myself to be.


I've been curious about brownie making. I'm not sure how to though. PM me if you're interested in sharing your recipe.

Brownies aren't hard to make. Even I could make brownies.