I remember when I was in social situations(not engaged in an area of interest)particularly when walking among people....I had a very strong sense that "I" was a spider being transported by a machine from point A to B.I thought that this was "depersonilzation disorder",but I am not sure.
On the other hand,when doing areas of interest...lifting weights,bike riding,yoga...I was very aware and in my body...seem to need a certain amount of pain to feel "here".
I was very physical most of my life,lots of very physical jobs.But,there are two things I have problems with....standing in one place for long(I feel like I am going to tip over) and sitting in a chair....very uncomfortable,I perfer to recline,(sit cross legged on the floor or lay on my stomach) or be moving.My muscles have gotten weaker from disuse as I have gotten older,hurts to have to hold in any position,but I still have alot of indurance and walk constantly at work.
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