Aristophanes wrote:
...When I was younger it used to just be big projects that I'd hyper focus on, now it's just about any task. Mine gets really bad too, where a person can talk to me and I'm not even aware they're there...
I've always hyper focused, but now I am more aware of it.
I prefer that state of being because it lets me shut out all the little things that annoy me the rest of the time (i.e. that sock that isn't just right, the clock ticking, that door squeaking down the hall, people talking outside my office... etc.). People usually have to do exaggerated things to get my attention and snap me out of it, and I am sure it seems like it takes an extra amount of time for me to shift, kind of like I'm coming out of a a dreamy, hazy state.
There are days, however, when everything else is so overwhelming that I can't hyper focus. I really hate those days.
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RAADS-R: 187.0
Language: 15.0 • Social Relatedness: 81.0 • Sensory/Motor: 52.0 • Circumscribed Interests: 40.0
Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 165 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 47 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)