girl7000 wrote:
My AS is a lot worse when I am one or a combination of the following:
1) Stressed
2) Anxious
3) Spending too much time around people and not having enough 'alone' time
4) When I have too many things to deal with
5) When unexpected complications / delays / changes occur
6) When I am being treated badly or bullied
7) When I am upset or my depression is bad

When I have sensory overlaod
9) When something happens that scares or shocks me or 'makes me jump'.
10) When I have not had enough sleep / am tired
11) When I am unwell
Pretty much.
I think bad times make any condition worse, I mean even Acne gets worse when you're stressed.
When I'm not stressed, I can be pretty friendly, I'll just not put up with irrationality but usually that comes off as just being honest. When I'm doing okay it just seems like I'm just a bit cocky and eccentric. I hide a lot of things so when I'm okay because of my arrogance thats really the only thing that you can get from me ( i've been told I just 'look' arrogant, smart and kind of weird ) you really wouldn't be able to tell I have AS unless you know me well. When I'm not so well it gets really hard and if you're observant you can tell.
I don't know many people, I'm only in constant contact with one person because I live with them and they say they've gotten used to how I act so they often forget its not just me being me. Than again, it really is just me being me. I've never understood how an 'illness' or something like that makes you NOT you especially if its something you've had all your life.