Easing the disguised anxiety of normal life by visiting WP?

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s**t! Should really be somewhere else right now but this place wormed it's way back into my immediate life (I've been getting email notices over the years, just haven't come back til now.. and this was by accident! HA!).
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So....
There are few times in my daily life when I release inhibitions and let my body move to my thoughts or to the music I'm listening to, while I go about tasks requiring more-intense-than-normal concentration.
There are other mannerisms and feelings I tend to suppress when out in public... and dare I say.. in private... yet at the moment I feel an emotional rush of sorts, letting these things run amok?
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I find myself back here after more than a few years absence and there seems to be a relaxing of these inhibitions, anxieties, such that I am acutely aware of this change.
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I feel like I'm rambling a bit here but mostly because I should be doing other things and I'm feeling rushed-in-mind to post here and get back to those things.
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Here's the BIG question....
Are these mannerisms, Et al., present because being on WP creates a desire in my to belong to this group... or...is the plain fact of being logged in here a trigger for my relaxation?
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Is WP a placebo.. or a drug?
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eta: I'm not really looking for help in solving some personal issue here... just posing a question and using myself as an example.