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its hard when we were kids because at killarney state school worse school ever i go to everyone in school i was like 8 year old and they were 14 year old they were making faces at me and i was staring at them i felt uncomfortable around situation when they say sign language they said i will kill you and im not doing any study just sitting not doing anything and just evil stare at people and teacher who is not helping i don't even understand the study makes me overwhelmed that bloody stupid teachers don't even bloody care anything about me because they don't understand me at all even every kids don't understand me and calling me names and bully me and teasing me also have trouble making friends and i won the competition on art work glad i won and they gave me special map puzzles and i wasn't happy in photo just very difficult Deaf and Autistic i was obsession on maps and city's as puzzle on floor everywhere as a house and buildings and Christmas lights and also obsession with Fire stoves and flames and coals and i draw a house stuff like that also obsessed with colour roofs im very good at drawing buildings stuff like that i also obsessed with water in pool i loved it make me happy even when people i go to school in getting dress i was so embarrassed so i go in private in the toilet so i get dress i feel more conformable so i was ok i is this autistic?

I'm really sorry you had such a painful time in those school years. Many here experienced similar things. Bullying has huge effects on people, and withdrawing to a safe place however you could in your school years was a good idea, whether it stemmed from your autism or not, I don't know. Are you in a safe situation now?

Wow, you won an art prize!! Good stuff, not many people can do that. I hope you are still doing your art (?) and now perhaps practice and more experience have led to even greater expression of your gift for art.

Welcome to Wrong Planet. I am glad that you found us.

yeah i was mad in school and i was very lucky and won price i have yeah i dont understand what is like NT world is like but they are like Sarasm and alot jokes but i hardly tell jokes i dont find it funny at all but some of them i understand but i dont laugh about it its not good way to make friends i hate it when they make fun of me but im adult now i have mild learning Disability and i have trouble understanding with people im Profoundly deaf born with CMV thats Cytomegalovirus thing and i was very lucky i had no side effects mum told me that so when i was little i screaming alot and kicking escaping and throwing things around and i stim alot when i was child mum tried to calm me down its so stressful for my mother tried calm me down screaming crying for hours

Do you live at home with your Mum? What's she like?

yes i do also i have boyfriend hope u dont mind it

That's great that you have a boyfriend. It's always good to have someone special to share things with. Is he fluent in sign language?

Do you still go to school? Are you still making art?

I know how to draw a building easily I could do painting stuff like that or drawing