Sleep And Rest .
This morning I had the same having to go to the bathroom again-and-again problem manifest itself when I was dressing (at least Cockney Rebel commensirated(Sp??) with me on this) and it helped get me going out very late
. It also has my amount of clean underwear , with my money basically all out now , down to only two !
I should have bought , AGAIN , some clean underwear earlier but I had to renew my cheepo AT&T phone for $55 or so , and more besides . Because of my state I tend to sleep now with undies on , when I'd really , rather , sleep pantsless - My sheets are these thrift-shop sheets , they are , even with undies on , a touch stained now , I've folded them over .
My sleeping pattern is just so screwed-up , and in my room I have no computer to post with , or TV , DVD , CD or even a radio - And , worse , remember , I
have dim-ish enough light that reading a book is kind of an eyestrain , you'll remember I had that lantern I spent 40-ish dollars on that broke near-instantly without a receipt and that was that
.
If I didn't have to go as far and as often outside to get food and especially to scrounge for computer time I could try to sleep more , I basically never get enough
-There is , if course , the excessive light and the " lead " .
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
...SO many things I should/would/could/want to get ! !! !! !! !! !!
Or get one that you can carry, and uses batteries.
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
...Yeah
. So did I
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
...I was getting at , for one , the fact that the radio does not seem to " be mine " anymore
~ Since I'm not only out of touch with contemporary pop music , even old music-oriented stations of the type I did very much like
are basically all gone noe-
.
When I first came to SF , there was one oldies station , then later IIRC another one after that one went bye-bye - Plus , there was a quite nice " traditional pop/Our Parents' Music/' Sinatra station ' " (what Billboard calls " Adult Standards - like the old WNEW-AM) called KABL in Oakland , it stopped being that a long ways ago
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
