03 Nov 2016, 9:19 pm
If only I had been DX'd earlier as Aspie/AS . 
This is really something I can cry over , thinking " people would've understood me a little more/been nicer to me " (and , yeah , I would've learned to work with being AS more .
How would my life be different if I had ?
I picked up in my mail an invite to an AS group in Seattle , from my time there - A 29-yr old , DX'd at 19 , is confused - He has a picture of him against the Taj Mahal , presumably he's traveled - I haven't .
IF ONLY !
There's an Aspies group here in S.F. , it gets held at the Main Library - where I'm banned from , remember : (It had something to do with my Aspie dislike of a " mild harassment " , in fact 
.) - I'm not a " cool young person " Aspie of to-day - I'm CRIPPLED , have NOTHING - and even the bit of money I had hoped to improve my clothing situation was taken away from me to-day , as I have posted also to-day !
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
