Ok so I was diagnosed with aspergers as a kid, but got it taken off my medical records to join the army (which never happened in the end). I've had several psychotic breakdowns since the age of 17 mainly caused by stress according to my psychiatrist. I've never fitted in at school or lately, in the workplace. I have real bad anxiety. I'm always the last to get a joke. I have narrow interests; computers and gaming. No friends. Not sure whether this is all because I do actually have aspergers?