firemonkey wrote:
I can see how someone could become fixated/obsessed about being trans. For years I was convinced that I wanted a sex change and was very forward in letting my psychiatrists know.
Then over time the feeling has lessened. Was it a (delusional)obsession that reduced as I got better ,or was the lessening of the feeling a protective thing related to the realisation that given my psych history a sex change would never be possible.
I had the same thing. I used to want a sex-change, but over the years of my depression, and all the trauma and abuse, the only thing I want now is to defeat the tyranny of the World.
I am an absolute genius. The trauma, loneliness and despair has made realize the truths of existence. Had I got a sex-change and lived a happy life, I might not have fully realized the sick, sad nature of this horrible reality. I might not have ever realized the truth of just how garbage this world is, or how garbage the people are in it.
I am conscious of my own emotions, and how meaningless they are. Grown adults, act like stupid children. Talking heads, morons simpletons on TV.
If there is a link between trans and autism, autists are more sensitive, have deeper imaginations. Women are more sensitive, so autists are like sensitive women already, autists also have deeper imaginations so unlike animals and manimals, they can imagine themselves as beautiful, as the opposite sex.
As far as transmen go, women who turn into men, maybe they are autists and they are sick of being sensitive, and thus transition to be a man.
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