Do any of you experience very sharp and defined thoughts? I'm often thinking about the state of the world for example, programming or other fields that most people in my age group don't get into. I've been called all kinds of things, and I've been told I'm mentally challenged because I think too much. It's hilarious, I use to think I was smarter than average then I went into the school system and failed everything, and realized that questioning the norm is actually a bad thing according to lots of people. But beyond that, basically I find myself with really weird thoughts, fantasies about different worlds and societies, interesting ways that society could be essentially rewritten. I'm constantly focused on very sharp topics that occupy my mind for several days at a time, then I move onto something else. They all embody the same basic thing. I can't share what actually interests me for privacy reasons.
I have a second problem as well, and that being I have a hard time expressing things. I don't know how to write out my thoughts. I can think for hours or days, but when I write it out it's all over the place. They're too complex to put on paper but they make perfect sense. I can talk about it to people but it usually turns into a one way presentation rather than a conversation.
So can you relate? What are your thoughts on this matter. Thanks.
11 Mar 2017, 5:18 am
