CockneyRebel wrote:
I'm a photo-realistic thinker and I'm horrible at maths. I thought there was something wrong with me because I am horrible at math and most autistic people aren't.
I read somewhere that most autistic people are actually worse than average at maths. It's just a cultural stereotype that we're all maths geniuses.
I'm average at it, but I have disliked it since early childhood because my grandmother constantly forced me to take extra maths lessons after school with her. She had a horrible teaching style where she would overwork me and shout at me if I made mistakes. Naturally, it put me off to the point were I stopped properly concentrating during my maths lessons at school, thinking "oh, God, not this again". I finished school with a C in maths - my worst grade. I'm angry because her counterproductive lessons mean that I don't understand Bertrand Russell when he talks about maths having a "cold and austere beauty", and it's something I'd love to understand.
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