I don't know if this is an asd trait or ocd or anxiety related but most of the time i'm worrying or ruminating over some issue and whether it be a problem with an object say gas boiler or electrics or even health issue my mind will stick with these thoughts and I can't seem to help going on the internet to search these problems out often resulting in reading about worst case senarios and making myself ill with worry and just can't drop the thought,sounds simple enough answer is don't do it,but by the time the problem or worry is fixed i've moved onto the next one forgeting about what led to the last incident and continuing the cycle.It's almost like in some sick way i enjoy torturing myself with worry,god i'm messed up.
10 Dec 2017, 7:27 am
