I wish family would understand about Autism, family should believe you & give you support. I have NO support. If family don’t believe you, do they think you making it up? Why would you make it up? I don’t want to be disappointed in some family members, I don’t talk to all my family members, I talk to my grandmother, my sister
& my dad, I’m more disappointed in my dad. He used to say I’m his fave, now he listening to my sister more & believing her, I feel like he taking her side cuz she older, not handicap & thinking she smarter. When my mom was alive, she was the only one that accepted me & understood me,there were alot of stuff she didn’t understand. When she died, I got soooooo scared cuz I was alone with no support, the wrong person died. I wish I can move away from my family, everyone from my mom’s side live in California, my dad’s side of the family live in different countries, I have cousins that I never met & talk to, my dad was born in Iran. I can feel like I’m going mental Crazy. 