That's okay, you know! Sometimes medication does do that, but people; all people including NTs and aspies; can sometimes be confused about what they desire most in life! I personally do not know myself either. But try not to sweat it; because I feel as though someday, we all we definitely be sure of our values, and our goals. Some people just find out later, and some earlier. The biggest thing is to just not stress about it. (Which I am aware, is far easier said than done; but just try)
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Aspie quiz: ND - 188/200 NT - 10/200
Level 2 ASD diagnosed