I have dreams of having meltdowns, and it's always a relief to wake up from those.
The other night I had a dream where my boyfriend and 3 of my mum's friends were at my house, and suddenly a social worker entered my house and started spilling out all these embarrassing things I had done as a child (in real life) due to my ASD/ADHD. I was really embarrassed and angry because I didn't want my boyfriend knowing about my condition and the embarrassing things it made me do. I had a huge meltdown, and for some reason the meltdown made him go home and not want to love me any more. The meltdown involved shouting, crying, swearing and just embarrassing myself further in front of my boyfriend and my mum's friends. I spent the rest of the dream recovering from this meltdown and trying to get him to love me again.
Then I woke up and breathed a sigh of relief that it was just a dream.
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