I have to say I feel very grateful for all the beauty around med that other people so skillfully have created. And seeing art, architecture, listening to music, walking through gardens, studying clothes and items that people made through history fascinates me. Especially art and music touches me emotionally. It all makes me feel humble in a nice way, a grateful way.
Watching the architecture and artwork from earlier time periods are especially fascinating to me.
Yes I do aspire to create beauty around me in my home as a private thing. I don`t feel I am talented or very capable but it gives me joy every time I feel I am actually getting somewhere with a project and it is rewarding to spend my time with, for me and those nearest to me. Although the ordinary duties combined with my capacity tends to make me focus on making things practical and easy for me to get through the day. But my projects of interest still mean a lot to me even if other people don`t really see what I am trying to do 
And the work of others is inspirational as well as making the world more interesting and beautiful! 