I'm a little confused on why you're posting here.
You come to this website, yet it seems you disagree with the idea that you're on the Autism Spectrum...
And yet there are professionals who think you are.
Is there a problem with this? Why do you have difficulty accepting the idea that you're Autistic? Does the name bother you? Do you disagree that you have the symptoms/traits that point in that direction?
If you can agree with them that you are they way they see you as being, then what's the problem with accepting the name for that?
At least some of us don't know you or your history, including previous posts.
Would you like to give us a brief rundown and also answer the questions I've posed? (And if not, why not?)
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AQ 31
Your Aspie score: 100 of 200 / Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 101 of 200
You seem to have both Aspie and neurotypical traits
What would these results mean? Been told here I must be a "half pint".