Improving self-esteem and self-confidence in the face of ins

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Regarding my threads about being 30 and virgin/single despite not wanting to, I was thinking about techniques to maintian and even improve my self-esteem and self-confidence when people are constantly criticising, insulting and berating me for being single/virgin so old at age 30.

Ever since around age 12/13 I was made fun of for never having a girlfriend, and since then the virginity issue has spurned others to make fun of me on a regular basis up to now in the present. I have been called all sorts of names like "reject", "loser", "virgin loser", "scummy virgin", etc., plus being told, "Women would rather have sex with a ret*d" or "Women would rather pick a m***et than be with you". This hurt quite a lot, especially if it were a woman who told me this.

So I was wondering how to improve my self-esteem and self-confidence, even when people have and continue to make fun of me for being single/virgin. If I had to do a count, I would probably say that I have been insulted or made fun for being single/virgin well over 1000 times. Probably over 2000 times, I would not be surprised. And not only do dates or prospective women berate me, but also supposed friends/acquaintances, plus relatives from extended family on both sides of the family.

In the past two months, I have made much progress. However, it is hard because as I ascend the "hill" of self-esteem and confidence, there are those who constantly. try to push me down the hill, figuratively speaking.

I find it helpful to either learn new things or to create/finish special interest projects. It is easy to start a project. I think it is special when you can finish what you started.

Counseling

Meditation

Medication

Set goals and get them

Clean your house

You seem to have a fixation on being a virgin. Most of your friends will never know you are a virgin unless you tell them. So don't tell them. In general, most Aspies have very few friends anyways.

You can improve your self confidence by learning and doing new things. It is a big world out there, explore it.

I will also recommend that you go on some blind dates. Let your parents, siblings or relatives play the role of matchmaker and find you a few dates. Always bring the girl flowers and plan the date ahead of time. And do not discuss the fact that you are a virgin. And when you drop her off at the end of the date, give her a romantic kiss.

When I was in college, I had a girl who took pity on me and showed me how to kiss. She was from South America and the girls there are much more adept in that area. She explained to me all the different types of kissing such as the simple kiss, the French kiss, the truly romantic kiss, the kiss that leaves a mark (Hickey Kiss), and the kiss where you lock your teeth and jaws together and we practiced each technique.

But the most important kiss of all was the truly romantic kiss. The secret is that it is all done with the eyes. First you need to be alone and remain perfectly quiet. You need to look deep within their eyes until you can see the shadow of their soul, then you slowly move your faces together without breaking eye contact. And then kiss the girl on her lips. She demonstrated the technique and I could see her point. I would have never known, not in a million years.