08 Nov 2019, 9:52 am
I so hate this damn world, spent years living without a single penis-enlarging-car-extension-making-it-sound-like-a-fat-motorcycle or sirens... suddenly, BECAUSE of other problems in the previous flat (leaf blower) I'm somehow moved to within two meters of cars... and, of course, leaf blowers remain, they did it on the roof recently too, like WTF... it's like I'm dealing with mental patients, and then somehow I'm at fault if I throw something at them and they happen to fall? Cats look far more elegant and make no noise...
Seriously, though, I'm worried, I had a breakdown years ago when I lived on a busier, hellishly noisy street, and I fear it could repeat now slowly but surely, and since I happen to have an axe now and the nearby cars don't go really fast I think I'm going to be 'mentally coerced', if that makes sense, i.e. made insane to such an extent I end up slicing some car... point is, they knew what happened years ago and they do this now, they can't possibly have not planned this, I think they want me to go insane so they could blame me for everything... 
08 Nov 2019, 2:02 pm
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08 Nov 2019, 5:19 pm
Seriously, though, I'm worried, I had a breakdown years ago when I lived on a busier, hellishly noisy street, and I fear it could repeat now slowly but surely, and since I happen to have an axe now and the nearby cars don't go really fast I think I'm going to be 'mentally coerced', if that makes sense, i.e. made insane to such an extent I end up slicing some car... point is, they knew what happened years ago and they do this now, they can't possibly have not planned this, I think they want me to go insane so they could blame me for everything...
So were you 'moved' from the place you lived in because you threw things at the workers doing the leaf blowing? How is that not your fault? Its not the people out doing their job's fault that you decided to be irrational and throw things. You're just going to get in trouble if you react to noises by throwing things or pulling out an axe to brandish at people and possibly hit their cars with.
Can you move somewhere else? Are you receiving mental health services or anything to where you could maybe get some advice from a professional about your situation. Also maybe you don't need the axe and should get rid of it, if you think you can't keep from threatening people with it.
09 Nov 2019, 7:14 pm
10 Nov 2019, 8:15 am
Use your axe to cut down the tree that produces the leaves that the workers are blowing off the roof 
Have you tried some noise-canceling headphones to help reduce the amount/intensity of annoying sounds? They wouldn't solve 100% of the problems you cite, but they might help a little and make life around there somewhat more tolerable.
10 Nov 2019, 9:39 am
14 Nov 2019, 11:27 am
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21 Dec 2019, 11:35 am
