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At the same time.

Pissed off and hysterically funny all at once. It's like, if someone crossed me (pissed me off), then I could kill them, but do it with a really huge smile. I wouldn't kill them of course, but if I did, that'd be what would happen.

And when I'm like this, little sensory annoyances get EVEN worse. It's one thing for people to make regular background noises when you're in the library, but geez, there are some people . . . *grits teeth*

And my paranoia tends to be excessively hyper when I get like this. That and my hands won't stop shaking. And I feel like curling up in a ball and screaming mindlessly, or throwing myself against a wall just to make it all stop.

Tell me I'm not alone.

You're not alone, LOL!

You're definitely NOT alone.

Next time I feel this way, I know I will not be the only one

Over the years I have decided that my symptoms are a part of who I am, I now except them and even use the hyper moments to my advantage... and my low moments I write or paint - really helps and interesting results..

I'm so glad someone knows how this feels, because apparently none of the therapists I've ever had have ever heard of it.

pffft, and my therapist thinks it's bizarre that I'm like this. When I am frustrated about ANYTHING, I'm giggling the whole time. It doesn't matter what it is. I think it's because the situation is so freaking bizarre or makes so little sense to me, that it's funny. It's definitely possible for something that is frustrating to also be absolutely hilarious... unfortunately, most think people who feel this way are always hiding something >.<