Something I Need To Overcome.

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Somehow I am finding dificulty doing the tasks I used to do like model making and working on bicycles etc. I can do them in a way but something keeps getting in the way mentally? I don't know what it is.
Concentration is one issue, and shutdown avoidence is another. I was getting many shutdowns working with bicycles. My own bicycles need work. Minor things. Things I once did without thinking. I am wondering if I am getting a type of post traumatic stress dissorder? I believe I have had that before due to events from the past. (Someone told me that when I shared what happened, that my reactions were due to PTSD. I thought that was only for war veterans?)

I need to ease my way back into doing things again. I need my concentration and focus back and also eyesight focus back as well. I don't know what has been happening to me since the last few burnouts.

But am I imagining it all? I do not know why I am struggling to do the tasks I need to do. I want to get back on the bike and do bike rides, but I can't yet as I have little things to do on the bikes. I ned to work on my model trains but each time I go to start I don't do anything much and I stop. "Grrr". What is happening to me?

Concentration. I need concentration back. Hands have become weak. Need my hand strength and coordination back... I am getting better. I can play computer racing car games now. I could not do that before as I could not focus on the screen as the images on the screen moved so I can do that now. I am glad I bought a Nintendo Switch (I had used my nephews before that) because it has restored my ability to play these games.

So my plan is to do a little of modelling or a little of working on a bike so I can "Ease" my way back to doing things, but so far it ain't working and I am becoming impatient!