I enjoy my lifestyle now but if I could, I would avoid becoming ill by standing up to mum when she tried to push me onto a vocational course.
I never got the job it was aiming at, I met two of the most awful kinds of people and I missed out on my dream life/sister's lifestyle.
I would have done well studying for an English Literature MA then studying a specific part of English Literature as a PHD then might as well have tried to be a lecturer - where eccentricity is sometimes welcome. I'm good at speaking when it comes to something I'm interested in.
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Not actually a girl
He/him